Showing posts with label Mind Storms. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mind Storms. Show all posts

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Medical Doctor Discovers Supernatural Abilities

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Meditation taught Dr. Gibson about the world of spirits

Dr. Mitchell Gibson's story about his experiences/observations during his years of meditation is quite interesting.

His understanding sheds light on the yogi-like breakthroughs that each of us are capable of when we put significant effort towards rebuilding our minds with self-cultivation.

Chapter 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlwYDzHpIdM

Chapter 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ehYFPEP8Jo

Chapter 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DONLPwXk1dw

Chapter 4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1_LMzmf3rk

Chapter 5
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80G2RmVhXWc

Chapter 6
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRG-C7rJpX8

Chapter 7
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjhOn_qsln0

Chapter 8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFWpXBd3D1s

Chapter 9
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=41KtpZrPrPc

Chapter 10
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8tyOadmcDc

This kind of testimony really makes me want to redouble my efforts and make meditation a focal point in my life.

I've done meditation too, mostly moving meditation such as Tai Chi and Yoga, and I can say from my experiences that it really makes a world of difference in one's sensitivity to the minutiae that are taking place in our bodies as well as all around us; details that are generally unseen and virtually forbidden to discuss in most interactions.

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

Stop Turning to the Federal Government for Solutions

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I find it puzzling why anyone would turn to the federal government for the solutions to problems with violence. The only solutions this government is capable of offering involve violence and coercion, so the only solution the government really can offer (that actually works) is to offer up its own head as a sacrifice for the collective good.

In other words, less government means less violence and coercion and consequently more freedom. Creating more institutions, policy think tanks and laws does nothing but further hinder everyday life, create added waste and cost the people money. I feel that the time has come to start expunging laws, shutting down institutions and retiring policies, especially those which the Federal government has no Constitutional prerogative over.

Let the individual states determine what is best for their constituents, this way the states can compete against one another for constituents, instead of giving the Federal government a monopoly over everything. The Federal government needs to be shrunk down to a tiny fraction of its current size and made, by the states, to obey the constitution.

Abolition of the IRS would be the first step in this process, since it would take away the illegal access the Feds have to direct un-apportioned taxation.



Waco, Oklahoma City, Columbine and Virginia Tech
by Anthony Gregory | LewRockwell.com


This week in April marks the fourteenth anniversary of the Waco massacre, the eighth anniversary of Columbine, and, in years to come, the anniversary of the largest mass shooting in American history – the massacre at Virginia Tech.

It is also the twelfth anniversary of the Oklahoma City bombing, which itself was carried out precisely two years after the Waco standoff ended in a deadly conflagration.

All civilized human beings see such horrific acts of mass killing as unspeakably tragic. In the midst of any such explosion of seemingly senseless violence, it is common to hear questions as to how and why such a thing happened, so we can formulate possible answers as to how such atrocities might not happen again, or at least happen much less frequently than they do.

Starting with the most recent of these horrors, and moving backwards in time, it is worth reflecting on the most commonly heard explanations for such violence.

Already, some conservatives are looking for some connection between the Korean student who committed mass murder on 4/16 and Islamist terrorists. Since 9/11, we have heard many acts of gang violence and individual criminality blamed on Islam itself. Ultimately, this is all to shore up more support for the state’s foreign and domestic war on terror.

The center-left media, however, are making the predictable inferences: The problem is easy access to weapons. It’s exceedingly easy to purchase handguns in the state of Virginia. What is ignored is that it’s illegal to bring such weapons on to the campus of Virginia Tech, and certainly illegal to use them for murder. Another law wouldn’t have disrupted the plans of a madman determined to kill.

As for madness, we are also hearing reports that Seung Cho had written disturbing stories and had a history of psychiatric treatment. Perhaps if the university community and local police had been more vigilant, his unsettling proclivity for violent fantasy would have been caught before it culminated in real-life slaughter.

Of course, thousands of American youth write graphically appalling stories and many more behave like loners and outcasts. The implication here is that a certain form of suspicious behavior needs to be caught early and somehow managed by schools and the government. People should take notice of who is in their communities, but when it's politicized and taken to the extreme, this is the basis for criminalizing thought and censoring ideas, for the preemptive law enforcement we see in the dystopian film, Minority Report.

Just as thousands of students probably exhibit peculiar behavior, thousands probably wore trench coats in the late 1990s and millions saw The Matrix. But back in 1999, after the Columbine massacre transpired, the two killers had been in the "Trench Coat Mafia" and the conclusion was that somehow loners wearing such clothing and keeping to themselves, inspired by the violent action in the film The Matrix, should be watched closely. In that case, the perpetrators had broken plenty of gun laws, but weak gun laws were also blamed. Just as with Virginia Tech, odd behavior and inanimate objects were seen as the problem.

Rewind back to Oklahoma City in 1995 and it was rightwing, anti-government opinions that were blamed. It made little sense to attack the availability of such pedestrian items as rental trucks and fertilizer. So the focus was on ideas. Even rightwing talk radio had contributed to this terrorist attack, we were told. What was not so emphasized was the fact that McVeigh had been trained by the US military and had been a Gulf War veteran. He was said to have seen his victims as collateral damage in an act of war against the US government, largely for what it had done, exactly two years before, at Waco.

Going back to 1993, the Waco massacre would seem to have altogether different lessons. This couldn’t have been attributed to anti-social, anti-establishment, anti-government attitudes and conduct – could it? After all, it was the US government that was responsible for this tragedy. It had smashed the side of the Branch Davidian home, filled the inside with flammable and poisonous CS gas, and projected incendiary devices at the building. The fire that took the lives of about 80 civilians was the end of a 51-day standoff that the US government had initiated as a public relations booster for the ATF.

Yet, in response to Waco, the establishment line was simply that the Davidians, and especially their leader David Koresh, were crazed, dangerous and hostile. The rationales in this case were always dubious and shifting: determined to wage their staged raid, the feds had first claimed the Davidians had a methamphetamine lab, partly to bureaucratically justify assistance from the military, and then claimed they had illegal weapons. It was claimed that Koresh was totally irrational and beyond negotiation. He was at points compared to Adolf Hitler and other such dictatorial loons. The feds also claimed he was holding his followers hostage, yet when people tried to leave the building during the standoff, the FBI would throw flash-bang grenades toward the home, frightening them back into it.

Even Waco was blamed not on overbearing government, but on antisocial, extremist, anti-government thinking and behavior. The Davidians had been living at peace with their neighbors, but they were different enough, weird enough, to warrant state aggression.

And here we see the true commonality in all these massacres: They were all acts of mass aggression and inhumanity and they all existed in the context of a highly politicized world where state aggression is wrongly defended but private aggression is rightfully condemned.

The deaths at Waco were a direct result of federal violence against the Branch Davidians. Oklahoma City was Waco's terroristic antithesis, conducted by men trained in the techniques and moral principles of government warfare. Columbine and Virginia Tech both happened at government facilities, where the soft, hidden coercion of gun control and government protection failed to protect anyone and only left victims defenseless. Both Columbine and Virginia Tech also each occurred against a backdrop of a foreign war of aggression – Clinton’s war with Serbia, in the case of Columbine, and Bush’s war in Iraq, in the case of Virginia Tech. Both Clinton’s and Bush’s wars consumed about as many lives per day as each of these school massacres did in a single instance, yet we are automatically supposed to regard one type of violence as completely different from the other type.

But what underlies all these acts of mass violence is murderous aggression against the individual, the initiation of force against the peaceful. All such violence should be condemned and none of it excused. But the reason we instead hear complaints of out-of-season coats on teenagers or violent video games, easy access to handguns or gruesome stories, bizarre religions or conservative radio is because all such idiosyncratic scapegoats detract from the evil of aggression itself and thus serve the purposes of more government control.

The state is the embodiment of organized aggression. It is, after all, the legal institution that monopolizes the right to commit theft (taxation), kidnapping (mandatory attendance laws), slavery (conscription), and mass murder (war). It imprisons millions, loots trillions and slaughters civilians as a matter of course. Its powers cannot be expanded and directed to foster peace, since, to the extent it is empowered, it is at war with the principles of civilization and the rule of law – the principles that the rest of us must abide for us to be considered acting legally and peacefully among other humans.

Ultimately, the state attributes massacres to drugged or insufficiently drugged quirky extremists, gun accessibility and anti-American, anti-mainstream thinking because understanding the true universal evils – aggression, and the ideologies that allow for aggression, of which statism is the most common variety – would reveal that the state itself is the very fulfillment of atrocity. Indeed, statism is ubiquitous in our culture, and it is very mainstream. It is why governments get away with dropping bombs on children.

By deemphasizing the nature and evil of aggression itself and instead focusing on the quirks and antisocial habits of terrorists and criminals, the establishment line on all these tragedies and mass crimes effectively covers up that the greatest problem in all human affairs is interpersonal aggression, whatever the source. This serves the violent democratic state, which can always claim to stand for moderation, mainstream ideology and social normality.

But it is the democratic state in America that slaughtered American Indians at Wounded Knee and religious outsiders at Waco. It is that state that nuked Nagasaki and set Cambodia ablaze. It is that organization of moderation and the American way of life that was starving Iraqi children with a hunger blockade as the Oklahoma City bombing unfolded, dropping cluster bombs on Yugoslavia during the Columbine tragedy, and maintaining violent occupations abroad as Virginia Tech fell victim to the largest school shooting in America.

Is it wrong to point this out? Why should it be? The US government and its kept media spin every human tragedy as a reason to give more power to the state – even though, in nearly every such tragedy, the government either totally failed to make matters better or succeeded catastrophically in making matters much worse. Why shouldn’t we show, at every opportunity, that giving more power to the state only makes such tragedies more likely?

The state is not the direction to look for solutions to instances of mass aggression, for the state itself is aggression. Its aggressive nature only encourages more aggression throughout society, as it warps the public morality and gives example after example demonstrating that might makes right, at least from the mainstream political perspective. Its intimidation and extortion are clear every April when Americans have to turn in their tax forms, knowing they can be jailed if they made an honest mistake or even if the IRS simply bungles something. And the naked aggression of the state and its institutional disadvantage at protecting people should also be clear every April, as we reflect on the massacres the government has conducted, the ones it enabled, and the ones it failed to prevent.

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Friday, April 13, 2007

Destroying the Ethnosphere, Culling the Population, Pressuring us into Submission

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I'm all for spiritual oneness, becoming one with the spirit of the earth and the cosmos and embracing each and every variation of the myriad of possibilities, but the kind of "oneness" that is currently being embraced is not the kind that embraces the myriad of possibilities or a rich and infinitely diverse collection of thoughts and experience.

This so-called "oneness," that is now sought after, aims to have us to all going about our day in, more or less, the same way. It would have us all perceiving everything in the same way with the same words and reactions, regarding everything and everyone as a product to be exploited, regarding sweat shops as efficiency, regarding monopoly as democracy, regarding the dropping of precision guided bombs as "peace making."

The list of atrocities goes on and on. Were I to bring these subjects up in most places, with most people, I would most certainly be ridiculed or even arrested, depending on the setting.

It seems to me that "political correctness" is not getting in the way of powerful organizations and their agenda to enslave the people, keeping them in the dark, not speaking out whilst the same organizations that claim to be providing the solution are also working in the shadows to selectively cull or assimilate the races and cultures that are not considered compatible with the new model for their dream of the "sweat shop Earth."

It is a secular oneness that is entirely material, devoid of anything but dark spiritual forces that are full of self-hate and the hatred of one's neighbor. This evil embraces the notion that we all must live our lives, focused primarily on the material plane, at the direction of the globalist institutions such as the Multinational Chain Stores, Vatican, United Nations, IMF, World Bank, CFR, etc...

Here is an interesting example of what happens when someone tries to hold the chain stores accountable for their crimes against families in other nations; families who do not have the capability to represent themselves here; families who are ignored by consumers every time they walk into a Starbucks, Wal-Mart and Victoria's Secret.

Starbucks violates the rights of Ethiopian Coffee Farmers - Rev. Billy explains his position on Starbucks and the enslavement of people who are not with us and cannot speak on their own behalf.

Victoria's Secret clear-cut's Canadian burial forests - Rev. Billy Exorcises the Victoria's Secret cash register.

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Monday, March 19, 2007

Anger washes over, followed by relief



I have been battling with the internal forces of anger and hatred lately, though I think that rock bottom was reached today thanks to a chat with a long-time friend and another chat with a more recent acquaintance. There are just so many reasons that I feel the need to be angry, not just because of the national crises that are occurring with greater frequency every day and the endemic corruption that plagues the world, but also because I feel that many of the people I have known over the past few years have revealed their true hypocrisy to me in recent weeks; this has a dis-illusioning effect on me and often leads to anger and then to hatred.

How can we deal with anger? We really must deal with it at some point, since anger can cause short and long-term health issues, as well as a downward spiral of spiritual devolution. There are, of course, a variety of ways to deal with anger: we can bury anger and try to contain it, we can release the anger in a ball of hateful rage, or we can calm down and attempt to discern the source of this anger and eliminate it.

What is the cause of all of this anger? Is it the inconsiderate person who is making trouble for you? Is it the government of the United States of America? Is it the spoiled, self-absorbed and materialist numb-skulls that seem to be everywhere these days?

Although I deplore all of these things, I have come to the conclusion that, although these often take the blame for the anger that they are the cause of the anger. In other words, they are not the anger, in and of itself, they merely provoke anger that is already within the self.

The cause of anger is deep within your self. It lies in a part of our psychic world where few enjoy exploring because the mindful exploration of this realm reveals things about ourselves that we do not want to believe are there. What I am speaking of are the material egos that are attached to us, egos that we developed in this life and in many lives past; these are the true cause of the anger problems.

In order to eliminate the anger, we must take a mindful look inside whenever we notice anger arousing in our lives. We need to notice what is going on and take steps to recognize it for what it is, not simply focus on the unpleasant thing that we are concerned about.

Although we may have great disgust for someone, to the extent that we want to return to them the dis-favor that they have brought into our lives, we need to remove anger from the equation before doing this, since anger is the tool of evil. That doesn't mean that we simply turn the other cheek and allow another to take advantage of us. It means that we clear our mind before deciding what actions to take in order to eliminate the problem.

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Love You to Death

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Can't really sleep tonight, so I figure I'll jot down some late-night thoughts and share a song. A song which brings out thoughts that are often hidden away beneath the surface. Indeed, I have found certain songs from this artist to cause great periods of reflection and contemplation.



In her place one hundred candles burning - as salty sweat drips
from her breast
her hips move and i can feel what they're saying - swaying
they say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya - get ya get -
yeah

Black lipstick stains - her glass of red wine - i am your servant
may i light your cigarette
those lips smooth yeah i can feel what you're saying - praying
they say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya - get ya get -
yeah

I beg to serve - your wish is my law
now close those eyes - and let me love you to death
shall i prove - i mean what i'm saying - begging
i say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya - get ya get

Ahhhh - let me love you - to - ahhhh - let me love you - to -
death - to death

Ahhhh - let me love you - to - ahhhh - let me love you - to -
death - to death

Hey am i good enough - for you
am i good enough - for you
am i - am i for you - am i - for you
am i good enough - for you


One of the most difficult aspects of loving another and sharing time out of your life with them, is the fact that they tend to see the world in a totally different light. This is the case for me, at least, and I must admit that there aren't many people that see things as I do or hold the same things dear.

Now don't get me wrong, it's not that I think my way is some-how objectively better than everyone else's way, it is just my way of seeing things, and it works for me. Though I've tried and failed at love many a time, one thing that has remained throughout, is an unwillingness to destroy who I am in order to keep some "mechanical" relationship going.

I've seen it happen so many times, the suicide of one's individuality so that they can fit into some artificial relationship; these relationships, of course, are generally contrived of ego desires and center around undisciplined sex rituals that are indifferent to the ancient tantric practices.

As far back as I can remember it has bothered me that few of us are willing to stop short of our own annihilation. "Love you to death," says it all when it comes to relationships in this day and age; you really must kill off much of who you are to fit into the expectations engendered by our society.

Why can't we just live for the love of life and the outpouring of compassion? Why do we need rules and customs to rule over us and make us all the same? It is as if we aren't capable of realizing what we ought to do, like we are ignorant little children who have to have a father figure to shake a finger at us when we're "out of line."

None of these rules are needed for one to be loving and compassionate. Perhaps one day, when things are more resonant, one will not need to emulate some role model from television in order to be accepted.

All that is needed, for the generation of boundless love, are at least two individuals that share a commitment to living in the moment and expressing their inmost self with a great outpouring of novelty and compassion.

How did it get so difficult for that to materialize? I've always wondered this, and all I can come up with is that much must be done internally, in each of us, to raise the overall vibrational level to an extent that people are more pliable and embrace, as did the sages of old, novelty and compassion.

Perhaps this would be the next renaissance. The next great renaissance will probably reduce our focus on technology and return it to the reality-creation center, the mind itself. We can spend all day flipping switches, punching buttons and turning dials; but at the end of the day, where does that leave us?

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

Living our life without escape

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Many of us spend a significant portion of our available time amusing ourselves with any number of entertainment escapes, most notably video games, internet surfing and television.

Entertainment activities, such as these, often cause the participant to avoid interactive activities, which are generally more physically engaging. Such activities also tend to lead the participant towards spending most of their available time amusing themselves, as opposed to accomplishing something that will benefit them over the long-run.

For many years I have observed the effects of entertainment obsession and contemplated the long-term effects of taking this path. Each time I considered the possibilities, I confirmed to myself that it is not possible to reach one's potential if they are forever a spectator in their life and not an actual participant blazing a new path for themselves.

While there are a few educational benefits to be derived from our society's many forms of entertainment, these benefits cannot even begin to outweigh the benefits of building-up one's character through the experience of a truly spontaneous and unscripted life.

Spontaneous experience helps to build a unique personality and allows one to explore where few others dare to go anymore.

Often, I would think of the possible reasons why individuals would rather play an electronic game than actually doing something in the physical world. I think that the true addicts are using video games to give themselves the feeling that they are actually in control of their lives. It is essentially the easy way of getting the stimulus they want, as opposed to garnering such stimulus in the physical world itself.

These individuals do not seem to be in control of their lives and often they complain about their problems; which could have been solved, had they dedicated their available time to solving them instead of seeking escape.

Every week that goes by makes them more dependent upon society because they haven't utilized their time to solve real-life problems. Unlike a video game, when you solve problems in real life the benefits of finding that solution remain, whereas in a video game most of the benefits disappear when you hit the off-switch.

Imagine the difference it would make if one of these individuals were to spend that time building and maintaining a garden.

My own experience involved such a transformation. I turned away from games and entertainment and turned my attention towards becoming naturally self-sufficient by producing most of my own food during the spring and summer.

If I hadn't made such a transition, it is likely that I would have never discovered the many wonders of gardening and natural health. Gardening and natural health are a valuable combination; they can keep you out of the doctor's office and the supermarket. I am truly glad that I threw out my television and turned to mother nature for the answers. I hope to see more of us taking a similar path as we realize what a waste of time it is to merely be "entertained" all of the time whilst getting no-where in the greater scheme of things.

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

In our static and denatured world, novelty is the only escape

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The last great catastrophe and alchemical purification was approximately 13,000 years ago; it is often referred to as the deluge The event, as part of the greater Yuga cycle (identified by Indian sages thousands of years ago), brought us out of the Kali Yuga and into Treta Yuga. Such catastrophes are part of a larger transformation; one that students of spiritual alchemy understand and most others have no knowledge of.

These periodic catastrophes serve the greater good by removing corruption and allowing those of pure intention to again inherit the world. Alchemists often use the analogy of a metal-worker using fire to melt and purify metals, thus removing the impure elements and leaving only pure metals behind.

As a Taoist, I believe that novelty is the essential nectar of our existence. Without the continual emergence of novelty the world would become static and dead. It is inevitable, that from the ashes of this lost and desolate world, a new and more novel world will eventually emerge.

It is the nature of living things to grow and change with their surroundings; to play an active role in fomenting their destiny. It is the nature of dead things to remain unchanged despite the ever-fluctuating world around them; to stand by passively without contributing anything novel for the benefit of the collective.

I firmly believe that we are forever in a battle between the forces of novelty and the forces of stasis. In each moment we are given the opportunity to remain static or to use our creative intellect to manifest new and more interesting things. Furthermore I think that it is evident that, if we fail to keep our focus on cultivating and expressing novelty, that nature has a way of leaving us behind.

In a state of static and unchanging darkness, we are no longer worth the energy that we consume; for the overall entropic good of the system, such things must be discarded so that greater forms of novelty will be able to emerge in its place.

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Thoughts on a Winter Morning

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As I warm myself with this cigarette during a cold winter morning, I ponder of the purpose of winter. I wonder how it pertains to our spirit and how we will re-create ourselves in the coming year.

Winter is as essential as spring for the flourishing of the great tree of life. It is a time of de-construction in which we recycle the parts of ourselves that we no longer need. We bury these things in the proverbial Earth with the hope that we can learn from our mistakes and be nourished by this wisdom in the coming year.

Fortunately the processes of mother nature, in all of her infinite wisdom, provide us with such a mechanism that ensures the cycle of growth and decay will continue each year. Were this not the case, it is likely that no appreciable growth could be sustained for very long.

I can feel the cold embrace of the de-constructive spirit of the winter as it shakes loose the many vane artifices. So much of what we employ our precious energies building ends up feeling hollow and empty during reflective periods like this.

What path will we take in the coming year? Will we learn to unlock our potential or will it be yet another year of empty toil and un-fulfilling comfort? Will we find the strength to embrace those whom we care for with un-conditional love or will we lose sight of them and repeat these same damned questions again next year?

Though I feel it has been a wonderful year, I feel great sorrow when I consider the many missed opportunities. More than anything I wish I had done more to share life with those who I care for.

Often I find myself wondering why I feel such a great draw to those I love; maybe I know them from a past life and want to re-live the great moments we once shared, or perhaps I'm just lost and alone; despirately trying to make sense of a desolate world. Perhaps I have just invented everything in my head to keep me going...

This longing, whatever it be, is stronger than any other that I've ever felt; it is with me when I awake each morning, throught the day, and when I dream in the night.

Forever I carry with me the hope that the one's I love will want be a part of my world as much as I want to be a part of theirs. I hope that we will all survive in the coming year and be able to cherish these few fleeting moment that we are given an opportunity to share.

Attune the self so that you are able to hear the soft voice of your guiding spirit. She knows far more than can be learned in one lifetime. Listen carefully as she whispers the answers that will release us from this loneliness.

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Here in my head

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Oh, the poor souls, who walk among us in this place:

Thoughtlessly, they submit to the rituals and prejudices of their ancestors
Unquestioningly, they enter into life-long covenants with others who they barely know
Remorselessly, they ignore compassion in exchange for a false sense of security
Inevitably, they are controlled by tradition 'till they are too far gone to undo the damage wrought
The damage is incalculable and utterly devastating
Yet these same institutions are ever-praised and uplifted by our people
The devastation rarely becomes apparent on the surface
Though, sub-consciously, most of us know the truth of the matter...

They feel...
crippled by their traditions
guilty for having feelings and acting upon them
ashamed of wanting to live in the moment, expressing love and compassion
bound to a world that cares little about true spontaneity and novelty
befuddled when they try to understand why their lives are so empty and devoid of meaning
I wonder why, so often, they are utterly...
conceited when it comes to matters of the heart
possessive when they feel that they share a mutual connection with someone
afraid of embracing the reality of the eternal moment
insecure when they consider what it would be like to change their ways
passive when the opportunity presents itself to bring about a shift in perception
doomed to make the same mistakes, tell the same lies, live a cookie cutter life
Why is it considered...
compassionate to remainin in our comfort zone and avoid testing boundaries?
meaningful to live a life that revolves around traditions and coventants?
virtuous to live everyday, virtually the same as all the other days, for the rest of your days?
loving to lock one's self in a life-long covenant and dispise all that challenges the many insecurities that surround such decisions?
In the words of the ancient taoist sages:
Well established hierarchies are not easily uprooted;
Closely held beliefs are not easily released;
So ritual enthralls generation after generation.

Harmony does not care for harmony, and so is naturally attained;
But ritual is intent upon harmony, and so can not attain it.

Harmony neither acts nor reasons;
Love acts, but without reason;
Justice acts to serve reason;
But ritual acts to enforce reason.

When the Way is lost, there remains harmony;
When harmony is lost, there remains love;
When love is lost, there remains justice;
And when justice is lost, there remains ritual.

Ritual is the end of compassion and honesty,
The beginning of confusion;
Belief is a colourful hope or fear,
The beginning of folly.

The sage goes by harmony, not by hope;
He dwells in the fruit, not the flower;
He accepts substance, and ignores abstraction.
Are the timeless messages of the wise sages forgotten, their message forever lost in the folds of our insanity, or will we again awake to a renaissance of mind, body and spirit?

Is it really so incomprehensible to see things in this way?

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Monday, June 26, 2006

Colorado

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Last week I took a long trip to Colorado for a variety of reasons: soul searching, hiking, sight seeing and a family reunion. Aside from a few issues having to do my relatives, the trip went well. I was able to hike some beautiful trails in the mountains and visit the summit of Pike's Peak (pictured above).


Hiking in the mountains near Colorado Springs


The Garden of the Gods, Colorado Springs

Climbing on the rocks at the summit of Pike's Peak


View from the trail near Bear Creek, near Colorado Springs

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Monday, May 29, 2006

Entering the library of the Akasha

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Human creation such as families, laws, institutions, money, textiles, rooms, carpets, cars, etc have little significance in the greater scheme of things. This is so because the connections that we share are shared by all; they have nothing to do with civilization or any of the other imaginings of mankind. In the realm of the Akasha, each of us possesses a light body and recognizes that others are always spiritually connected.

Our universal connections are seldom understood, even though they are accessible by everyone; this is because the human mind tends to indoctrinated with one of the many popular cultures of humankind. The indoctrination process often causes the mind to become engrossed in the generally accepted reality and filter all else out of their awareness.

It is possible, however, to deactivate this firewall, of sorts, that we have created in our minds; a firewall which possessed the soul purpose of filtering out the myriad of things that are continuously streaming into our minds. It is essential that we open the gates to more of what exists so that we can have access to the greatest library of them all, the Akashic library.

In the early 1900s a psychic by the name of Edgar Cayce learned how to consult the Akashic Records. His readings are proof that we can all benefit from the knowledge derived from this realm. Cayce claimed, on several occasions, that we all posses the ability to traverse these higher realms; it can be done with or without the use of Shamanic substances such as Ayahuasca or Peyote, although the absence of such substances makes the transition considerably more difficult.

During the spring of 2002 I unexpectedly gained access to the vast library after ingesting a large quantity of the Ayahuasca root. I would never have been able to guess where the Ayahuasca would bring me.

It all started with the bitter experience of ingesting an entire bowl of this substance. I then had a period of about 20 minutes where nothing much was happening. Then it started to hit me and I ended up having to expel the substance from my body. It was not a pleasant experience, at that point in time, because my body was reacting as if it were food poisoning.

As I was expelling the Ayahuasca, I noticed that my perception of physical objects and myself was starting to change. I looked at the walls and they were more than just solid sheets of wood and paint, wavy patterns of light covered the walls and many of the objects in the bathroom. The toilet and all of the rubbish laying in the room took on a life of its own, I perceived it as a dark presence.

It appears as if the substance made me aware of my patterned states, this includes many sub-conscious archetypes which were present in my mind and I hadn't realized it prior. I then got up and looked into the mirror only to find that I look nothing like I remembered myself looking. Usually, when we look at ourselves or anyone else, we simplify what we are looking at.

Now that the "reality filter" was off, however, nothing is quite as simple as it used to seem; time begins to dilate to such an extent that the experience of a minute is equivalent to the experience of an hour in a "normal" state. In such a state, you begin to become keenly aware of nearly everything and everyone that is around you and all of the minutiae.

After having felt this hyper-awareness for about 20-30 minutes, I became intensely bored with the Earth and everything I was around and began to confront the many subconscious archetypes of myself and what I perceived in others. I noticed the patterns that everyone in the group was occupied with, it was intriguing for some time, but the time dilation became even more exacerbated as the substance kicked in.

I decided to retreat to a closet and do some soul searching until I reached the end of this experience. I laid my head back and confronted, head on, the dark entities which, increasingly, tormenting me with their many tools. For awhile they dominated over me and made fear their awesome level of control.

Gradually the filter dis-engaged and I saw less and less of my own mental archetypes; I began seeing things which cannot be very well described by words, terms and symbols. I cannot accurately say what they were, but I can say that they weren't like anything on the Earth, nor was there any simillence of a floor or ceiling. It was a three-dimensional realm of beings with light bodies, instead of the heavy chemical bodies that we are used to.

For awhile I watched, in awe of what I was seeing. I thought that it cannot possibly get more intense than this, but alas, there was more to it. I started to notice that I was experiencing other realities simultaneously. I don't know how this was done, but apparently the mind can do it, we are not simply locked into one field, but can experience many. I was able to experience approximately seven simultaneous realities.

The realities were vastly different from one another. In one reality, I was a man who was taking part in an Earth-like situation, while in others I was in totally Alien situations which are nearly indescribable. During all of this time, I retained mental access to the body I was in and anyone who came to see me, although I had to make a concerted effort to bring that reality back into focus with all of the intense things which were occurring in the many parallel realities.

The experience of parallel realities continued for several hours, it seemed like several years to me at the time, however, because the experience was a tremendous download of information for such a short period of time. After awhile of embracing the plenitude of the Akasha, I relaxed, accepted the beauty of it all, and began to feel the warmth of oneness. I felt as if everything is wrapped in different layers, like an onion, and I had finally reached the inner layers.

I began to see nothing more than a beautiful white light, which seemed to me to be pure energy. I embraced its presence and communicated with it telepathically for the duration of the heightened experience.

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

The Principle of Correspondence

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What is the Principle of Correspondence?

I often think of the principle of correspondence at length when thinking of our place in the universe. This principle states, "As above, so below; as below, so above."

A simmilar phrase can be found in a most excellent Tool song called Parabola. In this song the principle was used in the phrase, "as below so above and beyond I imagine, drawn beyond the lines of reason." This ancient saying has universal implications when one considers it in all of its fullness.

What can one learn from this?

The law seems to be alluding to the fractal-like nature of the mental/physical universe. If the universe has the qualities of a fractal, then there are repeated structures on all scales ad infinitum. This brings about the question, "If the very structure of the Universe is a fractal, what does this tell us about ourselves?"

This principle of correspondence tells us that the mere observation of our own consciousness can give us insight into other forms of consciousness; having the simmilarity that each element of a fractal has, our consciousness is simmilar to all of the others.

If you move away from the image of a fractal, one finds that the elements, when observed on the small scale, appear large and seemingly separate, when observed on the larger scale, however, they are merely pieces of the larger scale elements and are, indeed, inseperable from one another.

What about the daily life of a man relates to the divine?

The use of agriculture to grow and nurture new plant life and to enrich the soil for future lives can be referred to as that which is below; that which we can understand in our level of existence. Agriculture, properly done, enriches the whole biosphere and brings forth a nutritious bounty to be enjoyed by Man and all other forms of animal. This is the fundamental sustainer of our life and is the most important life-sustaining activity. It is almost as if, through the consumption of vegetables, the spirit and vitality of plant and man become one.

If the principle is correct in stating that what is below gives us insight into what is above, then we can step out of our level of existence and see that our mind/body/spirit complexes may be somewhat like plants to higher forms of being; entities which exist on a level barely describable in our three-dimensional, linear conception of reality.

These advanced entities, like ourselves in relation to the plants, receive nourisment from our very presence; they carefully watch over us and our planet in order to assure that we eventually reach maturity and are able to, by our own free will, become one with them. Is this really any different from a plant, who, without animals to eat it and spread its seed will not flourish as a species?

The Seven Great Egyptian Hermetic Principles

l. The Principle of Mentalism - "The all is mind: the universe is mental."

2. The Principle of Correspondence - "As above, so below; as below, so above."

3. The Principle of Vibration - "Nothing rests: everything moves: everything vibrates."

4. The Principle of Polarity - "Everything is dual; everything has poles; everything has its pair of opposites; like and unlike are the same; opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree; extremes meet; all truths are but half-truths; all paradoxes may be reconciled."

5. The Principle of Rhythm - "Everything flows, out and in; everything has its tides; all things rise and fall; the pendulum swing manifests in everything; the measure of the swing to the right is the measure of the swing to the left; rhythm compensates."

6. The Principle of Cause and Effect - "Every cause has its effect; every effect has its cause; everything happens according to the law; chance is but a name for law not recognized; there are many planes of causation, but nothing escapes the law."

7. The Principle of Gender - "Gender is in everything; everything has its masculine and feminine principles; gender manifests on all planes.

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

Mind Waves

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when our minds are filled with thoughts
it is like a pond filled with waves
the more waves fill the pond
the more difficult it is for the pond to be clear

thoughts cloud the mind as waves cloud water
they distract us from the awareness of the present moment
and cause us to confusedly go through life
never feeling our immediate connection to everything else

when we notice thoughts coming into our minds
it is a mistake to become emotional towards those thoughts
the emotions will bring about more thoughts
further clouding the mind they leave one oblivious to the present

the best manner in which to deal with this
is to allow the thoughts to subside without agitating the mind
if we take pause and allow the serene state to return
then we can return to the wisdom that arises with awareness

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Friday, June 03, 2005

Omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, without judgment.

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Our body is light, we are immortal.
Our body is love, we are eternal.
Eternal..

Omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, without judgment.

~tool

This sort of understanding is essential if we are to grow spirtually. The notion that any distinction between ourselves and everything else is purely imaginary is the next great realization to be had by humanity.

If one thinks carefully about this, they will see that their existence is merely a mosaic of all of the other existences; it is merely a reflection. The universe is basically percieving itself, via one's self, from a particular point of view. This allows the creative force of the universe to be enriched by all of the entities therin.

It is so simple that I often wonder why mankind, in general, fails to realize this. Were man to really understand, he wouldn't have any reason to cause negative effects on others. To realize our oneness is also to realize that there are no others.

I imagine that any sufficiently advanced form of life will have realized this fact by now. They will have realized that there is a real purpose behind the existence of planets, stars, galaxies, parallel universes and all of the greater structures yet to be discovered in nature.

The purpose of matter, in general, is to provide a place for spirtual beings, such as ourselves, to bind with and experience sensation. Matter exists, coordinated by time, as a way of organizing sensation into a stable form that can be understood by the mind. There is thus an ethereal world to which spirts can join with and thus discover ways of understanding the nature of mind.

The simplicity of matter is astonishing if you consider the fact that the atoms which compose us began as a sparse cloud of hydrogen expelled by the creation of this universe. These atoms had an inclination to attract to other atoms (gravity) and clouds of these atoms became dense and compact nebulae. This compactness causes the atoms to bounce into each other, thus vibrating the atoms (vibration of atoms = heat).

Eventually the atoms become so packed with energy that they bounce into other atoms and fuse; thus we have the energy source of all of the stars, fusion. The process continues on for billions of years and eventually the star dies and rains its newly created elements throught the cosmos so that planets may form and beings may come into existence.

What most fail to realize is the fact that the material world is here for the enrichment of the spiritual world. The general conception, however, is: spiritual development is un-necessary, a mere hobby done for shits and giggles, the body is nothing more than a bunch of chemical reactions that accidently happened to produce the awareness one now possess. Nothing could be further from the truth, but this is what we are encouraged to think by our societies.

The other great misconception is that one can learn anything of use from society. Society is but a distraction; this distraction blots out, for the most part, our perception of our own spirtual existence. In order to grow spirtually one must turn off their internal dialogue and silently meditate.

I don't discount the fact that one can learn things from others that are useful, however, to learn via the channels generally available in society is mostly a fruitless waste of time and energy. It is essential that we quiet our internal chatter; in doing so we are able to see beyond the materialist illusions produced by such chatter and into the higher dimensions of the spiritual world.

This internal chatter is generally active for the greater part of our waking and sleeping hours and is often a feedback loop of useless thoughts. Thoughts founded by our fear of the unknown and our desire to seek comfort in material attachments.

So long as material attachments are paramount in one's existence, one cannot truly attain any similance of spirtual enlightenment. This results from the fact that material attachments cause one's spirit to remain in confinement; this is because the fear of loss is so powerful that many are willing to forego any separation from the objects they so love so that they might avoid this loss.

We may not yet realize it, but, the factions that are at war on the planet are those of the material and those of the spiritual. When I say, "war," I don't mean that cockamamie lie that the media is portraying as the great battle of our time. I am referring to the war for our minds, this war takes place everywhere. You don't have to wear some patch on your shoulder to be a part of this war either.

The materialist influences in this planet want you to go on craving and fearing so that you will not grow as a person, this is one faction in the epic battle. The spiritual influences want you to rid yourselves of these harmful materialist rituals into which you have become so absorbed and grow spiritually so that you might realize higher forms of consciousness and become a better companion to the other spirits.

The battle between the two factions has, with the advent of mass media as a form of mind control, been biased towards the materialist faction having the advantage. I believe, however, that the expressive powers available to us on the internet will destroy this advantage and allow humanity to progress further on its long overdue journey into higher consciousness.

Please join me on this journey, an exploration of the self which owes no allegience to any particular form of dogmatic ritual (religions, countries, armies, corporations, families), only then can we see our true reason for being. Join me in shedding these arcane things so that we might inspire the rest of the universe with our courage and commitment.

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

infinite paths

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i've had quite a cascade of experiences in the last 72 hours, ever since i began seriously investigating the mysteries of the higher dimensions and their relation to ethereal body.

i picked up a book, astral dynamics, and after a few chapters i was brought to a new understanding.

it is far less difficult than many believe to experience and recall travel in the higher dimensions during one's sleep. all one need do is understand what takes place when one's energy is sent out into the higher dimensions. the spirit is in one state in the body while awake; it is in a much higher energy state in the higher dimensions because it is separated from the ethereal body.

thus, in order to reach the higher dimensions it is necessary for the spirit to split from the ethereal body, creating a high energy copy, for the traversal of the higher astral dimensions. even if you are good at paying attention to what occurs while reaching the sleep state, it is difficult for you to remember because of all of the changes leading up to the journey away from the ethereal body. the shift into higher dimensions is confusing if one doesen't understand what is taking place.

it is important to understand that the higher energy form entering the higher planes of the astral at the time of trance is a copy that has its own experience; back at the ethereal body, there is another experience of dream which is not a part of the higher dimensions; these dreams are contrived of the brain. the spirit cannot completely leave the ethereal body while alive.

this leaves me with pause, just the mere consideration of higher dimensions. this tells me that the ethereal body is merely a containment vessal whose purpose is to allow the spirit to reach the higher realms when it is ready. i am prepared to delve into this mystery with all of my intrigue. there is certainly much more to life than that which is going on in this real-time reality, the reality that is seen the ethereal world.

most of us have not considered anything but the ethereal world as being a part of ourselves, but new knowledge is coming to light; knowledge that was previously unavailable. all of us can now discover the manner by which one ventures into the higher realms of the astral. now all of us, who have the will to do so, can achieve levels of being that transcend the fiefdom pinning us to the real-time ethereal world and the suffering of all of those who inhabit the earth.


Din Fiv - Infinite Paths - lyrics

You can sail the ocean blue
You can fly among the clouds
You can search the world for gold

you can seek a life of fame
you can toil and control
you can hear a higher call

in our hearts
in our minds
in our short and fragile time
we must all decide just what it means to be alive

you can look into my eyes
you can wish upon a star
you can walk a thousand miles

you can paint a moon-lit sky
you can scale a rocky wall
you can feed a starving child

in our hearts
in our minds
in our short and fragile time
we must all decide just what it means to be alive

you can drink till you're no more
you can dig an early grave
you can fight a losing war

you can build a better world
you can find someone to love
you can hope there is a cure

in our hearts
in our minds
in our short and fragile time
we must all decide just what it means to be alive

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Friday, March 04, 2005

the college dragon is slain..

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it looks like i'm gonna be able to graduate finally. i got the grades today for the classes i wasn't sure about and all is well.

after having sat through lecture after lecture finally the end is reached.. thank god i'll never have to deal with america's incompetent educational system and all of its bell curves and quotas. academia is a far cry from anything in the real world.

now i plan on leeching off of the government via the government contractor that i work for. if you have your piece of paper and citizenship it is likely that anyone can get such a job these days. many of these companies are looking for workers for the sole purpose of being able to charge hours to federal contracts that they hold.

the contractor i'm working for, in particular, seems to be doing some useful things. the project i'm on is going to be on will eliminate a layer of government beauracracy with smart software. to be more specific, it allows the warehouses of government stuff to be organized as to who can have which stuff and when.. this is to be used internationally and act as a gatekeeper for intellectual and physical property in the united states and with relation to the rest of the world. i'll be writing the database backend of the software using oracle stored procedures, etc...

this should pay a good stable wage and i can consider my options after awhile doing that. i have heard of jobs in the western usa paying around 100,000 doing simmilar stuff and working for private entities instead of the government. computers are definitely the way to go these days.. if you aren't already learning about programming and the like you soon will find it a necessity to do so. i am already on the verge of eliminating the need for several jobs at the place i'm working now with some smart databases, etc..


the lapis stone seems to still be doing the trick. i slept with it last night and i feel the energy between the stone and myself, it is quite noticeable. while meditating last night i felt like i was being treated by an acupuncturist.

i could feel the chi flowing in a concentrated ball towards the pineal gland region. no acupuncture needles were necessary to induce this, although i admit that an acupuncture treatement is more intense of a circulation because of the precision in which the chi flows with the exact placement of the needles followed by dan-tian and head warming. nonetheless, i think that the meditative state is the most important aspect of dialating the flow of vital energy throught the body and the lapis stones circling around the neck, with their resonance of 33 are perfect for resonating with one's vital energy.

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